turbulence serves to remind
persistence in keeping afloat
tranquility in decline
chaos penetrates the senses
switching off the mind
preservation of sanity
a new species of greed
or rather an awakening
of forgotten contentment

life being turbulent
choppy frothy waters
tossing percarious
events in it's wake
ceasing to count
the number of years
when all you realise
are the moments
every second is dear
fragile thread that breaks
at a false step trod
when you're suddenly
shakened wakened
and found you've just missed life

you wanted to win
you lost so much
you shouted your claim
you fell all apart
you think your good
you're never more wrong
you think you're invincible
my silence is deadlier

comtemplation silence the senses
into realising the tiny noises
surrounding, creeping, fleeting
never asking but just noticing
what is actually pleasing or
full of disagreeable musings
should the mind decides
to rethink and ponder over
the factual and unrealistic enviroment.

random thoughts scuttle
in the minds of those
who cannot fathom the
true vastness of reality
and embrace the simple
complexity of fantasy
they weave the stories
of their worlds too close
and eventually got lost
in their own loopholes

a sharp edge cuts
without real pain
when freshly inflicted
until the life begins
to flow endlessly
into the chasm
where there are others
waiting to feed

degeneration begins
when the mind refuses
to evolve and regenerate
new adaptions towards
the enviroment where
all is constantly
changing within
abnormalities